“I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry” by Kikuo-p (ft. Hatsune Miku)
First off listeners of “I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry” who do not understand Japanese should be made aware that its lyrics are quite graphic and deal with potentially off-putting subject.
In terms of deciphering the lyrics purely at face value, they seem to be based largely on the concept of the consumption of humans. This is quite disturbing even in and of itself. But such references appear to be metaphorical, not actual. Rather the subject of this song, frankly put, is apparently a young girl who is being abused by her father.
At first it seems as if she does not truly understand what’s going on and is rather indifferent towards the whole experience. But at the same time his disgusting activities are taking a toll on her fragile body, and she starts to feel bad overall.
In the midst of it all, “a big brother” recognizes her suffering and tries to assist her in overcoming it. She likely became acquainted with this individual after running away from her dad. And although the exact nature of their relationship is not specified, the situation reads as if he may be a lover and someone who treats her better. At least “big brother” treats her better than her own father both emotionally and physically. But since he does not abuse her, the girl concludes that he also doesn’t love her, since obviously she has developed to perceive true intimate love to be expressed via the type of treatment she received from her father. So eventually she leaves this “big brother” and returns back home.
Father knew she would come back home
Upon her return, it seems that her dad and his companions anticipated her eventual return. And the song insinuates that he and these individuals then proceed to once again abuse her.
Victim doesn’t know difference love and abuse
So all things considered, this song centers on a girl who has been abused to the point where she cannot tell the difference between real love and the abuse she has become accustomed to.
Where does the song’s title “I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry” come from?
The expression of sorrow (I’m sorry) which makes up the title of this song is actually derived from an excessive case of low sense of self-esteem the girl is suffering from. In other words, when she realizes for instance that she doesn’t actually love her dad, she apologizes for it. She also apologizes for returning home to him, considering herself to be the “bad” one rather than him. That is how, ultimately, we can conclude that she is quite young, even though her age is never specified – via her naiveté as well as the colorful, if you will, metaphors she uses throughout the track to describe her awful predicament.
Vocals by Hatsune Miku
Kikuo-P wrote and produced this track. However the vocals are performed by Hatsune Miku. Miku is actually a character that is part of a voice-synthesizing software called Vocaloid.
It should be noted that this isn’t Kikuo-P’s first time using Hatsune Miku. The artist has used Miku Mike on numerous songs in the past.
Release Date of “I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry”
The record label behind the release of “I’m Sorry, I’m Sorry” is Karent. The song was issued as part of Kikuo-P’s album “Kikuo Miku 2″ on 11 August 2012.
Thats deep-
yeah sad .
Really deep
oh wow, that’s dark af. at least it’s a good song.
Cool…
Yeah..
Poor girl! (I´m listening to this song while reading and writing this comment. it sounds pretty upbeat, but if you look at the lyrics you´ll get a feeling of pity for her. ;-;)
But what does it mean when she said my inside? Like she said big brother used his hands inside my stomach but he was gentle?
Me read this but already new the story and what it was about but still loves the song
oh boy that was deep… this is my first i read this, so sad…
I know Japanese but this song bumps it’s pretty disturbing but idc
I will never see any edit with this song in it the same again.
BAHAHA WHATS WITH THE DANGANRONPA NAMES-
yeah i agree it’s a good song but yknow it’s still so dark
uhhhh its still a good song??
how is it a good song after knowing what this girl went through
I though it was a normal song and then I searched up the name and put English subtitles, and I found out the true meaning… I feel poor for people who are actually suffering from abuse
This is sad even for Vocloid
its amazing how even Hatsune Miku voiced this song. I mean she usually sings wholesome songs but this is really dark..
What the actual heck is this
this is so sad dude.
Ikr 🙁
Im pretty sure its actually about sexual abuse
I agree I think it might be too
I thought so😢
I wanted to look deeper into the meaning behind this song but I never thought it would be so sad. Wow! My initial understanding of this song’s meaning was so different.
I really don’t get it but the only thing I get she got abused by her father but what else?
I think the dad is some kind of a cannibal ant eats his daughter. Not sure
Thats horrible omg….
Wow I feel bad for her
oh god… i never knew she wolud sing into a meaning that deep.. wow.. i feel really bad..
that was painful and i feel sick to my stomach
and tiktokkers still dance to this song or just use it as sound for something random… honestly the world is gonna because of ignorance
This song is really Disturbing,Scary(For me), and quite sad….tbh It made me feel sick At the disgusting part of the lyrics and I Felt sorry for her
😢
I just (duck)ed up
As I read this
Wow… just wow…
The lyrics are disgusting.
I feel really bad for anyone who had to go through this.
Same
I already knew the lyrics from the fact that I know japanese and this song is just…..SO FU**ED UP!!!!!
Okay I saw some of the lyrics and the thumbnails of the song just- lemme throw up again it’s disturbusting (disturbing and disgusting)
It’s nice that Kikuo was thoughtful enough to create a song that abused people can sympathise to. I can’t find anything about this song disturbing because I still don’t understand it, henceforth I shall seek more meaning in this song.
Very dark meaning poor the little girl anyway thanks for showing me this formation .
Yo this lyrics is so disgusting and disturbing lmma be f**ked up after one minute of disgust 😩✋
so sad a tear drop fell from my eye 🙁
So uhm. I love the song. Kinda into cannibalism..sorry. uhm it’s a good song to listen to if your in the mood for ah- uh- err- canibilism
This is so sad. And Japanese is my first language so its really sad. I actually experienced something similar to this but I wont get into details because this isn’t therapy.
i hope you feel better 🙁
Uh is this based on a real story? If it is, I’m sorry to the victim. She must be in pain 🙁
Also the song lyrics mention “amniotic fluid” which is……. I’ll let you figure that out on your own…
that’s fucked up